PeSuit and Tie

it was a week of uncertainty. nothing super existential, just ohio weather during these transitional periods ... and lower back pain, creeping in each morning. some days, the nerves hurt so bad i lay in supine position, reading whatever is around me - teen magazine, croatian literature, the new yorker. sib and i still take our walks, and i try to do stretches in between. but seriously - at 26 to feel 60? so i just lay. stretch, walk, lay. try to do chores and cook until my legs feel numb, then back in my spot with a heating pad blasting both back and couch. is this it? the dreadful 'this is how it is when you're old' kind of pain?  still, this weekend was all about sib. and her wishes and desires were met.  for her birthday, we went out to the museum for another mix  event - this month's theme was  90s homecoming.  we continued the night in the flats where we boogied all night long (sib's request for her birthday: "getting drunk and dancing all night long, whil...

  books of the week i completed unmask alice  and this book was an incredible investigation. if you have any interest in the satanic panic of the 70s, as well as anti-drug propaganda, this book will take you start to finish on how these social events happen - these fearmongering events and moral panic (which we'll be seeing more in this political climate we're currently in). if you've crossed paths with alice   (go ask alice by "anonymous") in your childhood, this book is a great eye opener.  i also read the latest may edition  of vogue , with a$ap rocky on the cover, honoring him as co-chairman of the met gala. i began reading b-guided>.   this is not necessarily a book, but rather a magazine/guide about trending fashion, nightlife, art, and architecture in barcelona . i got #17 autumn 2003 from a local library book sale. if you're into the gen x soft club aesthetic revival , here's a perfect guide to the trends of the times, if you're lookin...